Ahhh the ever looming question......What if?

The following are the lyrics to Godsmack "What If?" For my current mood and emotions.... I can't think of anything more fitting.

Been disconnected for so long
And left my mark here along the way
So many years have come and gone
So many fears have remained the same
A sea of faith I swim and play
Yet drowning all possibilities
Beyond what I believe and know
I cut the cord free of home again
It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within. What if?
What if I leave, could I still breathe?
What if I breathe, could I still be?
And if I leave, would I be me
I lost my hope along the way
I lost my hope along the way
It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe?
What if I breathe, could I still be?
And if I leave, would I be me?
What if?
What if?
What if?
It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A demon deep within what if
What if I leave, could I still breathe?
What if I breathe, could I still be?
And if I leave, would I be me?
What if?
What if?
What if?

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