Its been a while......
So where does a person begin?!?! I mean there are so many angles from which a start can come from. I mean there is the internal struggles, the external growths. The internal growths. So many different ways of looking at things. So I will start with the most prevalent. My life now has a purpose, and a direction. Not only does it have purpose and direction, it has a reason. Now don't get me wrong, my kids have always given me a reason to live. But now there is something else. Something that i thought in the past I had had, but I was wrong. Not only was I wrong once, but twice. One of the mistakes I was bound to for 9 years. Looking back on that 9 years I see that it was a learning 9 years, and a painful 9 years. But that is in the past. Where it should be. The second was terminated by my hand. I was slow to realize that the things that that future was offering me was nothing more than topical and provided nothing for me emotionally.
Now I have the future that until recently I never thought I could have. She is giving me the things that I thought only came to those who weren't me. Unwavering love, compassion, and so much more. She likes and loves me for me. I don't have to be anyone or anything. I just have to be me. We laugh and talk about anything and everything. But we can also just sit and look at each other and know that just the fact that we are together is enough. Words don't have to be spoken. I think that I have truly found the match to my flame. But as I think about her and as I have been typing this I have been trying to find the right song that fit what I was trying to say. And wouldn't ya know it, I just found it. Its by Terri Clark...... Now that I found you. And the lyrics are simple..... So I close with this....
I do believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years
We'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears
And together we will grow
Looking in your eyes
They tell me
I no longer have to feel alone
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
ILMB!!
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Now playing: Terri Clark - Now That I Found You
via FoxyTunes
Now I have the future that until recently I never thought I could have. She is giving me the things that I thought only came to those who weren't me. Unwavering love, compassion, and so much more. She likes and loves me for me. I don't have to be anyone or anything. I just have to be me. We laugh and talk about anything and everything. But we can also just sit and look at each other and know that just the fact that we are together is enough. Words don't have to be spoken. I think that I have truly found the match to my flame. But as I think about her and as I have been typing this I have been trying to find the right song that fit what I was trying to say. And wouldn't ya know it, I just found it. Its by Terri Clark...... Now that I found you. And the lyrics are simple..... So I close with this....
I do believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years
We'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears
And together we will grow
Looking in your eyes
They tell me
I no longer have to feel alone
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
ILMB!!
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Now playing: Terri Clark - Now That I Found You
via FoxyTunes
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