Trust......

Where does a person begin?  I mean you are taught from a very early child to trust.  You aren't given actual instruction on it.  But we are all taught.  We have trust as an infant that our parents are going to do the right thing.  That they are going to feed us, clothe us, and protect us.  We rely on that.  As sentient beings it is inbred into our DNA to trust.  As we grow older we have to learn to trust.  If we don't we don't get very far in life.  People that generally don't trust anyone don't ever leave their house, and are commonly referred to as crazy cat ladies, or crazy old codger.   At some point in most people's lives they decide that they trust someone enough that they are going to marry them.  And in doing so you are putting unwavering trust in that person.   So let's back this train up and start at the beginning.  Trust......  It's not a difficult word.  Websters defines trust as: 1. a : assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something.  b : one in which confidence is placed
It's five little letters.  4 consonants and 1 vowel.  But to some people it's a mighty big word.  It's a word that they will never understand.  Ever.  It's such a difficult word to some people that they will even hold things to the very end and then pull out their "ace in the hole".  But at that point it's more like the spikes of a trap.  You've been snared, now the death blow is coming to finish you off.  That is what it feel like when you get told you have to pay for something that you know nothing about.  And you are told this right after you have been told that you are going to have money returned to you for over payment.  You feel enraged, anger, infuriated, outraged, hatred and every other type of emotion connected to being upset.  But most of all you feel hurt.  You feel disgusted that someone could lie so easily.  And this is a person that you were married to.  That you had children with.  And why is this person lying to and about you?  Because they feel it's their job in life to make your life a living hell.  To make everyday of your life as difficult as they possibly can.  Well let me tell you something.  All concessions on my behalf are now done.  You are 10 minutes late, it's documented.  I don't get to talk to the kids, it's documented.  You hold any kind of crap away from me, it's documented.  You take the kids out of state and not let me know.  It's documented.  You screw up just this much......No you won't be flying a cargo plane full of rubber dog shit out of Hong Kong.  I wouldn't disgrace the rubber dog shit.  But.......  You will be paying!  In more ways than you ever want to know about.  This is your warning.  You had my trust.  Now it's gone forever.  Take heed.  I'm watching.

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