Thinking......

People are machines. And like machines sometimes the main memory units of these machines need a good defragging. Now when I say that most people would think that I am talking about going and getting ripped up drunk. I don't see that as a way to do it. No in fact the exact opposite. I need time alone. Time to get back to nature. When I was in the Navy the only time that I had to do that was sneaking out to an area of the boat that I wasn't supposed to be at just to be able to sit down and watch the sea go by. Watch the dolphins swim in our wake. This is the time that I use to reset things in my head. Gives me time to get clarity again. I often need a lot of these days lately. Since going thru the most painful thing that a person can go thru other than dealing with death. I need that time to think about my life, and how my choices have brought to the point where I am now.

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